I could only Imagine

Life's like this.
When you think you are ready for something, you are actually not ready.
But when you think that you are not worthy to be in that place because you think that you are not ready yet, you are actually ready.
Well, i think it works for me.
Opportunities come in different occasions.
I felt that i missed mine a few times.
Missed it big time.
Still wondering.
Cant help it.

But i know that eventually, it's still me with God! (:
That's the thing left for me to cling onto now.

Substance, Anointing, Faithfulness.
If i could only imagine....

I think i know, then again, maybe no.

I think.
I think.
I think i know why.
I think i have been contradicting myself a lot recently.
I think when fear takes place, everything starts to fall out of place.
I think when fear takes over faith, it is the start of the devil's game.

Fear is the most annoying thing that i absolutely hate.
But the more i try to hate it, the more i think it has gotten into me.
Fear is when you are afraid that you can't have what you want now, later. (When the time is right)
Whereas Faith is when you know that Someone greater has a plan for you. No hurry, just be in His plans. (God will provide)

I want to do so many things, but i can't seem to breakthrough this barrier.
I Need A Breakthrough. Soon.
I think i have been hitting the ceiling for a long long time. It's time to use my neck to break that wall.

Still loving my life.
When you don't feel like doing something, the more you got to pull something out of you and do it.
When you are willing, God will provide.
He seeks for people who are firstly,willing.

): - i know all these, but i just don't know it.

Not just hearers, but doers of His Words.

GROW...

If music be the food of love, play on....

Back to blogging (:

There's really alot of thoughts going through my mind every now and then.
Indeed, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
I have no idea what am i worried about. But i just am worried.
I guess there is just no peace in me. But I really pray for God to help. Peace!

School's been fun, but really tiring. I'm still enjoying this module since there is only 1 week left.

Have been trying to really rest recently, like get some sleep, but i just wake up feeling even more sleepy. I think that is bad. HAHA!

Feeding myself with music! I've been looping my playlist everyday! I dont know if it's good or bad, but i like those songs.

If music be the food of love, play on - William Shakespeare

THANK YOU MICHELLE YAO! (:

thanks for the dinner, and all! (: I felt so loved! :D

Have been thinking about life recently. About being older by 1 year. Oh man! I think i'm maturing too early. My thoughts are not 18 year old thoughts! That's good too though. Haha!

I love my mum. Lunch with her on Monday. It was awesome! Spent time with her, then talked to her about my life. It's easier talking to her when she's not staying with me. But i really miss her. Glad that God is protecting her (: It's awesome! (:

I love Life!(:

I really thank God for those He has put in my life to guide me when i'm lost.

YAY! Driving, here i come! (:

Moving into GR? (:

School today - Average.
But! I manage to touch one person's life today! I believe God is moving through me! (: Here I am(: I believe God moved in my friend today!(:

After school, i met Evelina and Julia together with Isabelle, Wendy and Adriena for dinner! (:
It was an awesome time spent man! There were many first attempts of food tasting in Sakae Sushi. Wasabi, soft-shell crab and all! But the unforgettable one, fried ice-cream! Whoo! But more then just the food, we really hang out and talked girls stuff! Match-making and stuff. It was funny! (:

I've always tried to avoid getting out of my comfort zone.
Thank God and Pastors for giving me a chance to serve once again in this area.
If i didn't even try today, i wont know it'd be that much fun.
But above and beyond fun, it's about serving others. (: Feels good! (:

HAHA! (: I've been quite worried for the past two days. I think I've been thinking too much. Yeah! Things will be fine !(: We're all strong man! (: I'm excited for everyday. YAY!

It's late. Good night.
-i close my eyes and i count to ten, hope its over when i open them. (: (: HAHA