3 Years Passed...

First post after such a long time... Say 3 years? (:

Part of me wanted to blog again because this is the place where I note down all my revelations, experience, and feelings. 

Revelation to remind me that God has brought me thus far...
Experience to warn me not to fall for the same mistakes again...
and Feelings to keep let it all out... Wisely of course....

This season seems a little tougher to go by, but i know that God's grace is forever with me. I know that with Him, I can do all things....
Started work for about 1.5 months already, and things are pretty much ok so far. 
But till now, i still couldn't grasp the fact that i am a working adult, no longer in my teens, being carefree or whatsoever... This also meant that i cant be as available as i was when i was still schooling. 
I still made a decision however, in my heart, that whenever the church needs me, i will be there. No matter what...
God FIRST... 

Well, time flew by just like that, remembering the past mistakes that became experiences in my life, i saw how i grew. I pray that my friends could also occasionally remember the past experiences that brought them to where they are today. It is like foresight, hindsight, insights... I kept telling myself, dont ever make the same mistakes as those who have been before you... Learn from them, and be better. Now, when i look around me, the role models that i use to look up to, are no longer here. 3 years... and so many things have changed.

No doubt, these things affected me. But i know that my ultimate role model is Jesus Christ. He is whole, He is perfect. He never fails us not forsakes us. In Him, we are made whole. Though same trust in chariots and horses, but I choose to trust in the Name of the Lord, Jesus Christ who has brought me from where i was, to where i am today. though there are many areas that i need to work on and grow in, i am still forever grateful that God has took someone like me to do something for Him. The revelation of the work done on the Cross is undeniable. Because of this revelation, i run and be the best i can through Him, for Him.