So Let My Lifesong Sing

I could only Imagine

2009-07-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

Life's like this.
When you think you are ready for something, you are actually not ready.
But when you think that you are not worthy to be in that place because you think that you are not ready yet, you are actually ready.
Well, i think it works for me.
Opportunities come in different occasions.
I felt that i missed mine a few times.
Missed it big time.
Still wondering.
Cant help it.

But i know that eventually, it's still me with God! (:
That's the thing left for me to cling onto now.

Substance, Anointing, Faithfulness.
If i could only imagine....

I think i know, then again, maybe no.

2009-07-18T00:57:00.004+08:00

I think.
I think.
I think i know why.
I think i have been contradicting myself a lot recently.
I think when fear takes place, everything starts to fall out of place.
I think when fear takes over faith, it is the start of the devil's game.

Fear is the most annoying thing that i absolutely hate.
But the more i try to hate it, the more i think it has gotten into me.
Fear is when you are afraid that you can't have what you want now, later. (When the time is right)
Whereas Faith is when you know that Someone greater has a plan for you. No hurry, just be in His plans. (God will provide)

I want to do so many things, but i can't seem to breakthrough this barrier.
I Need A Breakthrough. Soon.
I think i have been hitting the ceiling for a long long time. It's time to use my neck to break that wall.

Still loving my life.
When you don't feel like doing something, the more you got to pull something out of you and do it.
When you are willing, God will provide.
He seeks for people who are firstly,willing.

): - i know all these, but i just don't know it.

Not just hearers, but doers of His Words.

GROW...

If music be the food of love, play on....

2009-07-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging (:

There's really alot of thoughts going through my mind every now and then.
Indeed, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
I have no idea what am i worried about. But i just am worried.
I guess there is just no peace in me. But I really pray for God to help. Peace!

School's been fun, but really tiring. I'm still enjoying this module since there is only 1 week left.

Have been trying to really rest recently, like get some sleep, but i just wake up feeling even more sleepy. I think that is bad. HAHA!

Feeding myself with music! I've been looping my playlist everyday! I dont know if it's good or bad, but i like those songs.

If music be the food of love, play on - William Shakespeare

2009-07-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU MICHELLE YAO! (:

thanks for the dinner, and all! (: I felt so loved! :D

Have been thinking about life recently. About being older by 1 year. Oh man! I think i'm maturing too early. My thoughts are not 18 year old thoughts! That's good too though. Haha!

I love my mum. Lunch with her on Monday. It was awesome! Spent time with her, then talked to her about my life. It's easier talking to her when she's not staying with me. But i really miss her. Glad that God is protecting her (: It's awesome! (:

I love Life!(:

I really thank God for those He has put in my life to guide me when i'm lost.

YAY! Driving, here i come! (:

Moving into GR? (:

2009-07-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

School today - Average.
But! I manage to touch one person's life today! I believe God is moving through me! (: Here I am(: I believe God moved in my friend today!(:

After school, i met Evelina and Julia together with Isabelle, Wendy and Adriena for dinner! (:
It was an awesome time spent man! There were many first attempts of food tasting in Sakae Sushi. Wasabi, soft-shell crab and all! But the unforgettable one, fried ice-cream! Whoo! But more then just the food, we really hang out and talked girls stuff! Match-making and stuff. It was funny! (:

I've always tried to avoid getting out of my comfort zone.
Thank God and Pastors for giving me a chance to serve once again in this area.
If i didn't even try today, i wont know it'd be that much fun.
But above and beyond fun, it's about serving others. (: Feels good! (:

HAHA! (: I've been quite worried for the past two days. I think I've been thinking too much. Yeah! Things will be fine !(: We're all strong man! (: I'm excited for everyday. YAY!

It's late. Good night.
-i close my eyes and i count to ten, hope its over when i open them. (: (: HAHA

I'm Yours, Evermore

2009-06-30T23:26:00.002+08:00

(: Loving Life and People.
No matter what happens, i'll still hang in there. Knowing the my Creator is my God! (:

-I'm Yours, Evermore.

Back Again

2009-06-30T16:55:00.001+08:00

HELLO! (: Michelle found my blog! (: And here i am blogging with her Laptop. (:

She claims the GOd wants me to blog again (: Sounds like a great idea. But seriously, no one ever knew this blog. It's kinda like a personal one like a diary for myself to remember some wonderful things that happens (: HAHA! It's so cool!(: YAY! here i am blogging again (: YAY! haha!

2008-08-12T18:28:00.003+08:00

7th Post:

I dont know, so i'll go find out
what's life?
AN EMPTY MIND'S A DEVIL'S WORKSHOP
think about it this way, keep yourself occupied and everything will be fine (:
This is just a random piece of crap that i just blabbered out randomly :) - No worries, No hard feelings

I'm very bothered now with my studies. So much so i'd like to do well, but my heart just dont listen.
i kept reminding myself to guard my heart every now and then, but it doesn't seem to be the heart i have to guard now, it's the mind...

God told me umpteen times. I just didnt get it then.
But now, i will pray this same prayer, over and over again...

Isaiah 40:30-31 (NKJV)
30 Even the YOUTHS shall faint and be weary,
And the YOUNG man shall utterly fall,
31 But THOSE who wait on the LORD
Shall RENEW THEIR STRENGTH; They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and NOT BE WEARY,
They shall walk and NOT FAINT.

It will come to pass that
FAITH
( in God/ staying in the race! )
+
ACTIONS( work hard and study! )
=
BREAKTHROUGH ( Results of most IMPROVED STUDENT! )

I BELIEVE SO! (: KEEP RUNNING ELI!

2008-08-04T16:16:00.003+08:00

HAHA!

This is like my first post ever since moving to my new place (:

First was computer not here, than was the Internet connection down.

But finally it's okay! (:

Updates:

FOP was Awesome!! (: Pastor How and Pastor Lia was GREAT!

And i was so imagining that the whole Indoor Stadium would be filled by our very own Heart of God People!

It's going to come to pass (; I BELIEVE! (:

OH! and the most exciting that is that i saw my MUM there in FOP too!

it's really an amazing site! (: So heart warming.

Well, Rev. Mark Conner is so FUNNY! i like him! (:

It's good luh, i love my life (:

Never giving up, persisting and all (:

Yay! i'm so happy, now i get to go back with a whole new batch of people! (:

So many other people that i can get to know in church! It's so AWESOME!

Who says growth is difficult?

It is EASY! (:

I want a spiritual GROWTH !

I am Tall! But i want to be TALLER IN THE SPIRIT! (:

Love it! (:

He Said She Said (:

2008-07-22T14:54:00.002+08:00

Whoa! It's a long time since I've blogged (: And i have so many things to talk about (:
E2's Structure has changed since, and many things are happening. It's so amazing, seeing people grow in the house of God.
Well, I'd always loved to be part of it, but i just cant overcome that fear in my heart. So gonna pray about it. Sometimes I'll keep on thinking, that things are not what they seem. I've just got to look up to God and seek Him first.

AE was awesome! My dad and aunt came, my teacher too! And i believe that one day it will not only be a visit to my church, but it will be an attend to our church! 4D, it will come to pass. HAH! above that, I'm also going to study hard, to not only receive the AE rewards, Apple iShuffle and for the most improved student, an iPhone. It's so gonna be mine! No, but above that, i wanna really glorify God with my results! I will do that!(:

Oh! Church Builder's service was absolutely awesome! (: Pastor Lia's sermon really spoke to my heart.

2 Timothy 1:12
"For this reason I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day."

Every time i feel afraid i hold tighter to my Faith (: He is able!

learn to love studying. LOVED <3

2008-06-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

Many people may think that by being radical, you're involved in a cult group.

It's so hilarious to me, when i think of it. People not knowing how to differentiate a Cult group and on fire Christians.

BLAHBLAHBLAH...

Today's an average day, those days that you wake up on the normal side of the bed, everything else was on par. Not late nor too early, just on time.

But things didn't get too average after Zone F's service! It's so impactful when Ivan preach. The enthusiasm with he speaks really inspires people.

I'm rather bothered recently by many things happening. I just dont fully understand.

My heart seems to have wavered a little, but i;m going to get it right!

It's the little temptations that slowly and surely drawing you away from the things your are doing.

I am going to stand unwavering! Even when troubles and persecution comes.

It's all from the heart, Thus, Guard your heart! <3

Happy Birthday Annabel

2008-06-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

I LOVE TODAY! ((:Happy Birthday Annabel! ((: I LOVE YOU <33

Had prayer meeting today and we prayed for half an hour! Just walking around school, praying in the spirit, though Steph wasnt with us, God was still with us! ((: But i pray that one day Steph will come and join us! ((:

I think God is so amazing! He always gives chances!

After today's prayer meeting, i went with Mei Shan to meet Annabel to celebrate her Birthday and also to more or less catch up after years of not seeing each other (:

Went a trip down to her school! I think she was touched! I hope so(;

She looks so pretty and much more happy! ((:
Look at her SMILE! (:

Life is good. Prayers will really move mountains! And i have personally been praying so much more for everything. Adopting and Believing to Conquer all things that are now in the Spiritual, coming forth into the natural! I LOVE ABCs!

I'm so excited to meet Lim Jia Xin tomorrow! I'm sure it's going to amazing!

My school, My responsibility! (:

2008-06-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

I love School! ((: its so exciting to learn and to really get over O's and done with(:

And i will get a Mac Book Pro once i graduate from Secondary School. I believe someway or another, God will bless me, help me to save or some sort, but i do believe! (:

Going to have SJC prayer meeting tomorrow after school. And i believe when Kesia, Steph and I come together to pray specifically, God will move! because we pray in unison! YAY!

Genesis 11:6

And the LORD said, “Indeed the people are one and they all have one language, and this is what they begin to do; now nothing that they propose to do will be withheld from them"

Nothing will ever be impossible when we are united in the spirit (:

IT IS EASY!

I'm going to take a SJC photo tmr after Prayer meeting (:

WOOHOO! i believe Steph will take the school together, carrying the same heart(:

2008-06-23T15:40:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl! ((: